Do you ever get this feeling that is explicitly unexplainable?
Like you may be on the verge of significant change or a breakthrough, maybe you’re missing some key element in your life but you haven’t quite pin-pointed what it is yet.
It’s this lingering feeling of unknowingness and acute isolation. You feel like you should be doing something, there is something you have forgotten or somewhere you’re supposed to be but in reality, it’s merely a persistent feeling with no need for reaction.
That’s where I am right now. I feel change coming. And it’s not just change in terms of weather or seasons. I mean real change.
It presents itself as anxiousness, uneasiness and unrest but also anticipation and thrill. It’s this constant feeling in my chest and stomach that something is coming, but I don’t quite know what.
It’s becoming seemingly uncomfortable. I feel like I need to sit back and relax but also like I need to take some sort of action. I can’t really explain it.
I feel like I have become a slave to my routine yet so outside of my comfort zone.
Do I sit and wait for whatever is coming to smack me in the face, or do I take control of my own destiny and dictate where I end up.